CHORUS: My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
My tea's gone cold,I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
VERSE 1:
Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn You must not have got 'em It probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up man, how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm out to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'm-a call her? I'm-a name her Bonnie.
I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him. I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan. I even got the underground shit that you did with Scam.
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man. I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was fat. Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to chat Truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan.
CHORUS:
My tea's gone cold,I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
VERSE 2:
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have the chance. I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans. If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert You didn't have to but you could have signed an autograph for Matthew. That's my little brother, man. He's only 6 years old. We waited in the blistering cold for you for 4 hours and ya just said no. That's pretty shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do.
I ain't that mad, but I just don't like bein' lied to. Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I write you You would write back. See, I'm just like you in a way. I never knew my father neither. He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her.
I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs. So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on. Cause I don't really got shit else, so that shit helps when I'm depressed. I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest.
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds. It's like adrenaline. The Pain is such a sudden rush for me. See, everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it. My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7. But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does. She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up. You've gotta call me man. I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose. Sincerely yours, Stan. PS: We should be together too.
CHORUS:
My tea's gone cold,I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
VERSE 3:
Dear Mr. "I'm too good to call or write my fans" This'll be the last package I ever send your ass. It's been six months and still no word. I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect.
So this is my cassette I'm sending you. I hope you hear it. I'm in the car right now. I'm doing 90 on the freeway. Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya dare me to drive?" You know that song by Phil Collins from "The Air In The Night"? About that guy who could have saved that other guy from drowning? But didn't? Then Phil saw it all then at his show he found him? That's kinda how this is. You could have rescued me from drowning. Now it's too late. I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy.
And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call. I hope you know I ripped all o' your pictures off the wall. I love you Slim, we could have been together. Think about it. You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it. And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it. I hope your conscious eats at you and you can't breathe without me. See Slim, {screaming} shut up bitch, I'm trying to talk Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk. But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you. 'Cause if she suffocates, she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too. Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now. Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?
{screeching tires, crashing sounds, car splashes into the water}
CHORUS:
My tea's gone cold,I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
VERSE 4:
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I've just been busy. You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that. And here's an autograph for your brother: I wrote it on your Starter cap.
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you. Don't think I did that shit intentionally, just to diss you. And what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dawg, c'mon, how fucked up is you? You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin' To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down some.
And what's this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other. I really think you and your girlfriend need each other. Or maybe you just need to treat her better. I hope you get to read this letter. I just hope it reaches you in time. Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin' just fine If you'd relax a little. I'm glad that I inspire you, but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to understand that I do want you as a fan. I just don't want you to do some crazy shit. I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick. Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they found a tape but it didn't say who it was to Come to think about it...his name was...it was you. DAMN!
Yeah It’s my life 这是我的生活 But all in words I guess 却全部换成语言
[Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much you’d give an arm for? 你试过爱谁如此之深,深到你可以给去一只手臂吗 Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? 不是措辞.不.真正的牺牲一只手臂 When they know they are your heart 当他们知道他们是你的心脏 And you know you are their armour 你知道你是他们的盔甲 And you will destroy anyone who will try to harm her 你会消灭任何试图伤害她的人 But what happens when karma turns right around and bites you 但当报应回过头来咬你 And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you 所有你支持一切开始攻击你,让你迷茫 What happens when you become the main source of her pain 当你成为她痛苦的最大源头 “Daddy look what I made?” [爹地看我做了什么?] “Dad’s gotta go catch a plane” [爸爸要去赶飞机] “Daddy where’s mummy? I can’t find mummy, where is she?” [爹地妈咪在那里?我找不到她,她在那里?] I don’t know, go play, Hailie baby your daddy’s busy. 我不知道,去玩去,hailie宝贝你爹地很忙 Daddy’s writin’a song, this song ain’t gon’ write itself 爹地在写歌,歌不会自己写出来 I give you one underdog, then you gotta swing by yourself 我帮你拉秋千,然后你要自己荡 Then to write a rhyme in a song and tell her you love her 然后再写些歌里的押韵告诉她你爱她 And put hands on her mother who’s a spittin’ image of her 再把手放在简直和她一模一样的她妈MD肩膀 That’s slim shady, yeah baby slim shady’s crazy 这就是slim shady,是的宝贝slim shady疯了 Shady made me, but tonight, Shady’s rock-a-by baby shady成就了我,但今晚, shady是乖乖睡的baby
[Chorus] [x2] And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn, 当我走了,继续坚持着不要哀伤 rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice 当每次你听到我的声音 高兴起来, Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smiling 要知道我在低头看着你微笑 And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back 我什么感觉都没有,所以宝贝不要难过,笑着回应就行
[Verse 2] I keep havin’ this dream – I’m pushin’ hailie on the swings she keeps screamin’ 我一直做这个梦—我推着hailie的秋千她则不停尖叫 She don’t want me to sing, “You’re makin mummy cry, why, why’s mummy crying?” 她不想我再唱歌[你让妈咪哭了,为什么.为什么妈咪要哭] Baby, Daddy ain’t leavin’ no more, 宝贝爹地再也不走了 “Daddy you’re lying, [爹地你说谎 You always say that, you always say this is the last time, 你总是那么说,你总是说这是最后一次 but you ain’t leavin’ no more, Daddy you’re mine!” 但你不会再走了.爸爸你是我的!] She’s piling boxes infront of the door tryin’ to block it, 她把垛版箱推导门前试图挡住它 “Daddy please daddy don’t leave daddy no, stop it!” [爹地求你爹地别走爹地不要,停住] Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket, it’s got a picture, 把手伸入她口袋,拉出一个小小的项链盒子,里面有张照片 “This’ll keep you safe daddy, take it with you” [这个会保护你的安全爹地,带着它走] I look up, it’s just me standin in the mirror, these fucking walls must be talkin coz man I can hear ‘em 我向上看,只有我站在镜子前面,这些墙一定在说话因为老天我能听见它们 They sayin you got one more chance to do right, and it’s tonight, 它们在说你有最后一次机会去做对,那就是今晚 Now go out there and show ‘em that you love ‘em ‘fore its too late 现在出去那里然后表示你爱他们,在太晚之前 And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door it turns to a stage, they’re gone 当我走出我的卧室门外面变成舞台,它们走了 And the spotlight is on and I’m singin… 聚光灯在闪而然我在唱…
[Chorus] [x2] And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn, 当我走了,继续坚持着不要哀伤 rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice 当每次你听到我的声音 高兴起来, Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smiling 要知道我在低头看着你微笑 And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back 我什么感觉都没有,所以宝贝不要难过,笑着回应就行
[Verse 3] Sixty thousand people, all jumpin’ out their seat 6万人全部跳出他们的座位 The curtain closes, they’re throwing roses at my feet 连幕落下,他们把玫瑰扔在我脚边 I take a bow, “and thank you all for comin’ out” 我鞠躬[谢谢你们大家能来] They’re screamin so loud, I take one last look at the crowd 他们叫得那么响,我看了人群最后一眼 I glance down, I don’t believe what I’m seein’, 我往下看,根本不能相信我所看见的 “Daddy it’s me! Help mummy her wrists are bleedin’” [爹地是我!救救妈咪,她的手腕在流血] But baby we’re in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?! 但宝贝我们在瑞典,你怎么来到瑞典的?! “I followed you daddy, you told me that you wern’t leavin [我跟着你爹地.你说你不会走的 You lied to me dad, and now you make mummy sad 你对我说谎了爸爸,你现在让妈妈伤心了 And I bought you this coin 我还给你带来了这枚硬币 It says ‘number 1 dad’, that’s all I wanted 上面写着‘第一名的爸爸’,这是我所有想要的 I just wanna give you this coin 我只是想给你这枚脖? I get the point, fine, me and mummy are goin” 我明白了,好吧.我和妈咪走了] But baby wait- 但宝贝等等— “its too late dad, you made your choice. Now go out there and show ‘em you love ‘em more than us [太迟了爸爸.你作出了选择.现在出去外面然后表示你爱他们胜过我们 That’s what they want 这就是他们想要的 They want you Marshall, 他们想要你marshell. they keep screamin your name, it’s no wonder you can’t go to sleep 他们一直在叫你的名字,毫无疑问你不能睡着 Just take another fuckin pill, yeah i bet ya you will 再吃多点药片吧,我打赌你会的 You rap about it. Yeah word, ke-keep it real” 你给它写说唱.哈,这些诺言词语,让它们成成真吧] I hear applause, all this time I couldn’t see 我听见鼓掌,始终看不见 How could it be that the curtain is closing on me 怎么可能帘幕正在向我拉上 I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it, 我转身,在地板找到枪,上膛 put it to my brain, scream ‘Die Shady!’ and pop it 朝着我的大脑,喊着‘死吧shady’扣下极板 The sky darkens, my life flashes, 天空变暗,我的生命消逝 The plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes 我本来要乘的飞机坠落化为灰烬 That’s when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', 这时我醒来, 闹钟在响 There’s birds singin’, it’s spring and 有鸟在欢唱,这是春天 Hailie’s out side swingin’ hailie在外面荡秋千 I walk right up to Kim and kiss her, tell her I miss her 我直直的走向kim去吻她,告诉她我想她 Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister, almost as if to say- hailie笑了并与她的小妹妹交换眼色,就像在说
[Chorus] [x2] And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn, 当我走了,继续坚持着不要哀伤 rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice 当每次你听到我的声音 高兴起来, Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smiling 要知道我在低头看着你微笑 And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back 我什么感觉都没有,所以宝贝不要难过,笑着回应就行
